Feelin' low

Why is it that I feel a little bad for myself when friends get married and I'm not part of their wedding party? I only had 2 bridesmaids, one of which who was my sister, so I don't know why I think I should be part of other people's weddings, but I can't help it. I think it's the excitement of being involved in a wedding. I have lots of very good friends, but apparently I'm not as good of a friend as I think I am. Oh well...

On a totally different note, I didn't get into UC Berkeley or Stanford, so the job hunt begins. Although Isaac keeps saying that he likes having a housewife and I have to say I don't mind it too much (except for the lack of money).